The song "Metamorphosis" by Infinity Song has a lyric that really resonated with me this week. It's a song about chasing your goals but struggling to get there. In the chorus they sing "what I'd give, to give it all I got". I feel so stuck sometimes trying to do a thousand things at the same time, being a mum and working on my career. From what I've learned about talking to other mums, this is such a common feeling - to not be able to give your 100% to a single thing. Because of time, but also because of fear. What would happen if I did truly commit to a thing? Ah, the beautiful ruminations of motherhood.